We had quite the week. My goodness! I feel bad for poor Sister Wood! We have been positively hammered with unkind words. More than a few people had some choice things to say about who we are and what we do and why what we teach is wrong. It's interesting that each has such a passion about it and yet, they have never know us beyond the few minutes we talked. And I most definitely could feel very bad. I could be wallowing in pity, or worse yet, anger! I could clench my fists and square my shoulders and argue right back! And maybe I would have, months ago. I could easily say that I would've said something regrettable, with no far stretch of mind.
BUT (you were all waiting for it, I know) ...
What would Jesus do? A classic mantra for all of Christianity, it doesn't exactly to mind when someone is spewing insults and false doctrine. And that, my beloveds, is where the beauty and simplicity of this gospel comes directly into play!
He would love first.
The answer to the question, WWJD. (And thank you Lynda, you're the best for changing my perspective.) In the 8 month long spiritual journey we call a fulltime mission, I have grown to love more than I ever have. And when these people come at me, instead of getting mad or wanting to punch them, I feel genuine sorrow. Because I love them. Because my heart sincerely desires the opportunity to share my love of Christ with them. It hurts more than the words do. They are meaningless words with no truth anyhow.
And a lovely scripture I found recently helps me to not sink so deep into despair for them: Alma 8: 15 "Blessed art thou, Alma; therefore, lift up thy head and rejoice, for thou hast great cause to rejoice, for thou hast been faithful in keeping the commandments of God..."
If I am faithful, then I will have joy. And perhaps I will have the opportunity to teach them in the next life. Perhaps they needed someone to simply smile, even while they were not. It's okay! I am so beyond grateful that the Lord not only allows me to let go of my irritation through repentance, but He also gives me charity! What a powerful tool! It truly helps us to look through Heaven's eyes!
I'm so proud of Sister Wood. I feel like a proud lil mama! She is already awesome at testify and taking over part of the lesson! She is an absolute gem of a gal! She and I are pretty similar and we both have great taste in music so I think we're gonna be just fine:) She is an amazing pianist, loves choir and singing, will eat just about anything, makes me laugh, and has a passion for the work. Man oh man did I hit the jackpot! She also LOVES mac n' cheese haha.
Aside from that, we had a great week! We actually both ended up getting sick, but we overcame and now we're back, better than ever!!
I also had the opportunity to sing at someone's memorial for their husband who passed away. I sang Amazing Grace while my lovely companion played the piano. One of those in attendance was bawling her eyes out. It was such a tender moment. I LOVE MUSIC! We met this lady whose whole life has revolved around music. She's an extremely talented lady with instruments of every shape and size. No joke. And she sat at the piano for half an hour sharing music that she had written herself. It was beautiful. And the best is when she made up a song about California and Oregon (she's been to both) and literally composed in front of our eyes. It was so COOL! And it sounded amazing too! I could almost envision the Oregon Coast and the mountains and the valley. I do miss my green Oregon country.
I hope you all have an amazing week! Thank you for reading my updates! Blessings to you!
Love, Sister Morrison
Onward and Upward!